Virginity is evident in my soul.
The pain from within is often unbearable,
And the need for the love of another human being is obvious,
what lies beneath it all is amazing,
For I know what it is that I have to give,
And I am astonished at how rare it really is.
day I live with it,
Digging away at my shyness,
Digging away at my heart.
Part of me wishes it would stop,
that it would simply cease
Part of me wishes that the barrier would be shattered,
and that my love would be free to give itself to the person it chooses.
part of me wishes that someone from the outside
Would break through the barrier
and claim my underlying love.
Twisted and torn,
in and day out.
It has chosen many lives that it would like to be a part,
But no one has ever known of its existence,
the depths of my soul.
Change is inevitable,
So fighting it is useless.
Then again, why am I fighting,
In losing the fight I gain
what I need so very much.
I can imagine the bond I could create
With the spirit of another human being,
Oh, how magnificent that
With romance coursing through my veins,
Passion running out of my heart and into hers,
And love circulating between us.
what a dream that would be.
In time this ultimate dream of mine shall become true,
And my life will become intertwined with another.
for now I must wait for the love I hold inside
To break free from it's shackles
And roam free to brighten the life of another.
"I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out." ~ Roy Croft